You don't have to say yes. I mean, I would really like for you to, because it would be nice to have your blessing, but if you aren't comfortable with it I can hold off on asking her, and maybe we could talk and sort it out, because I may have already gotten a ring, and I was really hoping you and Sarissa would both say yes, so-
For the record, I'm happy for you, but you know you didn't have to ask us, yeah? This is all Cosima's choice.
[ She shakes her head, but she's smiling. It'll be a nice thing, she thinks. Especially because who the hell knows if, back home, Cosima will ever get something like this. ]
I know. I know I didn't- [Clara pauses, taking in a slow breath. She's starting to sound far too flustered for her own dignity.] I just wanted to make sure. She deserves the best, and I needed to know that I was good enough.
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Sure. What's up?
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No, no it's nothing bad, it's-
[Alright. Deep breaths.]
I was wondering if you would be terribly opposed to me marrying your sister.
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You don't have to say yes. I mean, I would really like for you to, because it would be nice to have your blessing, but if you aren't comfortable with it I can hold off on asking her, and maybe we could talk and sort it out, because I may have already gotten a ring, and I was really hoping you and Sarissa would both say yes, so-
[PLEASE shut her up.]
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[ Time for another long pause. ]
You're asking for my permission?
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[She can't read Sarah's reaction like this, over the phone, and it's freaking her out.]
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[ She shakes her head, but she's smiling. It'll be a nice thing, she thinks. Especially because who the hell knows if, back home, Cosima will ever get something like this. ]
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[ Sarah's voice is gentler now, less incredulous. ]
I think it'll be good.
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[She tries a laugh, but it comes out sounding nervous.]
... Thanks, Sarah. I'm sure you'll hear how it goes.