backdated to 11/7

[coppelganger]

[late that night, after all the drama with the cure, Sarah knocks lightly (so lightly, like part of her is hoping that Cosima won't hear it) on the door to Cosima's room. she still looks exhausted and now, additionally, it's obvious that she's been crying. so that's pitiful.]

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[coppelganger]

[dropping her forehead onto Cosima's shoulder]

I was so convinced, I really thought—

[doubleblind]

I know. Camp does that.

[coppelganger]

[just nods]

[doubleblind]

I did tell you we might need to find a cure.

[coppelganger]

You were right.

[doubleblind]

You know, I think this is the first time you saying that doesn't make me feel any better.

[coppelganger]

Can I stay here tonight?

[doubleblind]

Of course.

[coppelganger]

[just going to stay like this for a while, then]

[doubleblind]

[she is totally okay with that and won't move until you do]

[coppelganger]

[after a while, she sighs and rubs at her face with her sleeve]

Alright.

[doubleblind]

... All cried out?

[coppelganger]

I think so.

[doubleblind]

I won't hold it against you if you need to cry some more. I won't even tell Alison.

[coppelganger]

Good, 'cause I've already cried on her.

[doubleblind]

I'm sure that was weird for both of you.

[coppelganger]

It was.

[doubleblind]

Sorry I couldn't... I should've been there too.

[coppelganger]

It's alright.

[doubleblind]

You might not have noticed, but you and Alison are better at those sorts of plans than I am.

[coppelganger]

You just believe that people are good.

[doubleblind]

... They are. You are.

[coppelganger]

[she just sighs]

[doubleblind]

[nudges her shoulder]

What you thinking?

[coppelganger]

I don't know, honestly. I haven't slept...