( She sighs, frustrated with herself. ) I'm— bad at communicating. I say too much stuff in a big jumble or I read people wrong. And I read that wrong, I thought that— keeping my mouth shut would hurt less than me goin' on the way I do, and I'd already let you get hurt enough because I let Sylar keep walkin' about. And he's— he's gone now, he ported out and it's been more than a month, but I didn't know how to even tell you that because I keep either bein' too heavy or too jokey and I just keep hurting your feelings.
( A little pause, and: ) I don't like it bein' all awkward between us, but I know it's on me. And it's okay if you don't wanna talk, because I was an idiot when you said you were open to it, but— but I mean, if you do, then— yeah.
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( She sighs, frustrated with herself. ) I'm— bad at communicating. I say too much stuff in a big jumble or I read people wrong. And I read that wrong, I thought that— keeping my mouth shut would hurt less than me goin' on the way I do, and I'd already let you get hurt enough because I let Sylar keep walkin' about. And he's— he's gone now, he ported out and it's been more than a month, but I didn't know how to even tell you that because I keep either bein' too heavy or too jokey and I just keep hurting your feelings.
( A little pause, and: ) I don't like it bein' all awkward between us, but I know it's on me. And it's okay if you don't wanna talk, because I was an idiot when you said you were open to it, but— but I mean, if you do, then— yeah.