I tried to tell him. It's not his fault, I wouldn't have listened to me either. ( She was hardly the most reliable source by that point, was she? God, she misses Art. If there's anyone she'd give everything up in a heartbeat to bring here it's him, and that's selfish as shit and she doesn't really care. )

I'm... shit, I'm sorry. You didn't deserve all of this. None of us do. I shouldn't have left.

( left is a nicer way to say it than 'jumped under a train' but sure. )