I don't wanna do this, is what I don't wanna do. Forget making decisions or not making decisions, I don't want to have these conversations with either of them. What the fuck, I just—

[ want to leave. That's the truth. She wants to skip town and shut off her communicator and not come back until enough time has passed that Ruby and George both are too furious to want to have anything to do with her anymore. But she can't say that to Sarissa. Sarissa won't understand. It'll only hurt her. ]

Forget it.